Rereading

So I haven't been on here for aaaaages so I decided to reread what I had posted, and now I am crying. I completely forgot how shitty I felt when me and Mattie were apart :(
In good news I am super excited since is it my best friend Kari's 19th birthday this weekend and us and like 15-20 other people are all going camping for the weekend!!! To make it even better me and Mattie will be staying for 5 days <3 Its kinda also being our 3 year thing cause its actually in Sept but he starts school then so we can't go away at all.
Work kinda sucks right now, I really feel I everything I do won't be good enough for the higher ups. They kind of pick at small things and really almost taking over my job sometimes and won't let me work at my own pace. It's rather annoying. But then again I am quitting smoking (3 weeks!) so I am acutally crazy right now and extrememly irritable, so that might have something to do with it.